Me through the wilderness of my life

Sometimes I don’t feel good in anyway because I have this darkness inside me and getting rid of it is a big problem and it has really been dragging me behind and have been in this mess for way to long, I didn’t know what to do about it so I started seeking help through therapist and it’s alot to take in knowing that you are broke in anyway. It doesn’t feel good and I never knew I can be fixed. Therapy didn’t help but the only way I survived this nightmare was when I decided to put my head high Stick my brain through all my fear and anger and turned my darkness into my greatest weapon against all kind of demons that were tormenting me. So everytime I feel any source of darkness coming my way I would use my fears to control it to pass or look the other way . If maybe you have any kind of a thing like mine or if you know anyone has a darkness in him or her please let him know that it’s not permanent it all fears and anger that are driven by something unexplainable. If maybe you can’t sleep because of this darkness a therapist may help in may case a therapist didn’t help but that doesn’t mean you don’t have to see a therapist. This things come in different ways. Or you may try mediation and while you meditate try to control your brain and don’t let your brain controls you. It’s sad to go through darkness your self seek help from people.

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