As a single woman raising a child or children it’s very difficult to have your own life. People will tell you how strong you are or how lucky you are not to have to deal with men .They will not know that some days you will want to scream into a hollow cave where no one can hear you. There are days that your heart will break because bills are piling up and business isn’t picking. Then when you’ll be down there wondering where the rain started beating you it will be your ovulation date. You will be horny as hell itself but you be too stressed to collect your feelings from the ground. When you finally do, the person you have been thinking about sleeping with will be busy and so now you have to shove your feelings below the sea level. This is me being decent about what it is coz it really does is eat you up slowly. You walk as a shell of yourself while keeping a smile on your face. You go home and smile at your kids then get to bed crying your heart out .
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